I do it

I never asked to be here

I never asked for these people

I don't want this stress and confusion

that I put on myself

I don't want this self-inflicted pain

but I do this to myself

I don't know how to stop

it's all I know

they try to help

they tell me words

but that's all they are

I'm still lost

will I ever be found

I'm forever afraid of being alone.

Do I know love, or say I do?

Do I know who I am, or say I do

I never asked to be here

I never asked for these people

I don't want this stress and confusion

that I put on myself.

I find safety in myself.

But I cause the pain.

Is there something wrong with me

or is it this world...

I'm lost