Question existing

On bended knees and teary eyes

My heart beated for you

Never understood how I could love someone

When I could hardly love myself

But I soon came to realise that my heart

It only gave of what it wished it could receive

See my mind was so corrupt,

So miss used by so many passersby 

It learnt to cope, it built a firewall within its membrane 

That I couldn't hate,

The more pain I felt, the more love I released.

Now you've changed and I see the good in you

My heart still doesn't know what's fiction from what's real

So I'm here, questions existing, 

Maybe it's the hurt you caused

Maybe it's the fact I haven't learnt to accept the past

Yes, you shattered my every been 

I'm left confused, although I see the love in your eyes now

The love I've begged for, for years

Maybe it's too late, 

I'm numb but can you tell?

I'm lost with the answer I should give you,

So I'm here, questions existing,

Should I say yes or should I walk away?