him

i didn't need this shit. i didn't want this shit. you said you loved me and i was dumb enough to fall for that shit. you said  "baby i love you" just trust me on this. so i finally said okay, put down the guards of my domain. took down the walls i had up, protecting my brain...my heart. told myself i wouldn't get ripped apart. i had a feeling that yelled at me to stop.i just pushed it down, and let the feeling drop. i should have ran.....or listened. i should have created some fucking distance. i should have seen the signs when you would no longer listen......should have left when the marks you left wouldn't go missing. but i didn't. baby i had hopes for us, dreams for us. then you had to go and destroy all of those things that created us. im sorry. not that i didn't realize sooner and try harder to make you stay. im sorry that i wasted my life thinking that you'd change. i know ill be okay, i got people that will stay. i got a life that don't need you, so goodbye cause im fucking.....yeah