Confusion

It’s hard to imagine; it cannot be understood.

Beyond any experience, creating confusion,

These feelings are a potent infusion,

My heart may look gold, but it’s covered in chrome.

It’s in my blood in my bones,

A furious virus that consumes all rational thought,

I could never comprehend such a passion.

Fierce, overwhelming, clinically inspiring,

It’s torture, and it’s joy.

She may be out of my league, but I’m a visionary.

Everything I love in her is what’s best in me,

I know she doesn’t want it, but I can still believe.