There is one, I try to explain

There is one, she has no idea what she has done, she takes more than just me by the hand, but so much more, I think it was God’s plan, I'll try to explain but it will be impossible and in vain for some things there are no words to explain. By sheer mistake we met, she’s held my very emotions in her hands and like one gigantic puzzle put them together painstakingly one piece at a time but yet she had no idea what she had done. She breathed life inside me and save me from dark, cold, she put fire of life on inside me to help guide me, fueling my fire for the desire to fight for my right to be happy once again, she makes me happy, she given me thoughts of greatness to help me from my dark cold alone soul, I feel once again whole. Filling me with positive thoughts and never once abandon me, but stood by my side as friends in beginning, and now she my savior ,my queen, I work to be by her side, I love her always ,endlessly, I will, I’m grateful I have such a lady if only friends I can promise it be to end but that not what my heart or my soul is telling, it saying my one, my only, for ever as my friend ,my wife , lover , to the end. I need her in my life always . This is a letter to you! This is raw emotions you give me I want you to know