My baby, my love, my life

I've been wanting the pain for so long of what consumes me and drives me to go insane looking over photographs and life we share in which you sent me, your mine for all times.
I notice my heart in fear
scared of your love for me to disappear.
How can a woman so perfect pay attention to me?
I’m so broken inside, why can’t you see the pain inside that forces me to sustain and never to regain,
if I walked roads or work endlessly
I would still have difficulties to sleep in the sheets wrapped up in miserable thoughts inside this empty room.
Thinking of you and how my heart starts to beat as if I never have been alive before, Just because of you.
I love you and day by day , I love you even more, my feelings increased, now I know it will never cease.
I think my life got better than any movie or fiction or life I lived.
I smile so hard, I get scared of dying from an overdose of satisfaction
your affection is what flies me away from this depression.
You’re a beautiful mind , body and soul and in your eyes I find passion and so much more the girl I simply adore, but I get lost, at time because is endless like space, no end to your perfection gods greatest work and grace …you.
You filled my broken shatter life with your purest love asking nothing except my love my friend ship you ask me to share, I think this comes from other dimensions we are both unaware.
At nights like this alone I use to feel and hear devil’s laugh and evil hiss as I use to feel him consume my soul this I’ll never miss.
I fall from thousand skies
I hear the millions of angel’s cries,
I crave the bliss it’s your heart and life I ache and miss , to prove, my love matters and fits.
My heart has been made to resist because of my past but you broke the devil’s hold stood strong and bold before him and fought the battle and now you had won I just need yours love to persist.
At nights like this,
I crave what has never been mine
it all just happens before the sun starts to shine, I now ache to make you mine you know it’s true my little honey it you . I now stand strong once again because you came to defend ,you and I will live for ever my baby my love my life for all times