True story most will not believe

Story I write something that's not with deee-lite although true,

When I grew weak in 10-31-2015 took my life and died, I knew I was not supposed to be where I was,

I heard people's cries,

I heard they're prayers,

I heard it all like a world's choir, ringing heavy and hurting my ears,

I knew what I needed to do,

I knew truths, lies, before everyone's eyes,

I was told not to return till he calls,

When I woke, I was given things that told me and doctor this was no joke,

Hand prints in center of my back, as if they here holding me up,

Hand prints one on each shoulder crossed in front of me like Kings of Egypt laid to rest,

I threw up took my first breath,

Doctor told me he used to be an atheist as he tried his best to explain what he had just witnessed but could not, after all the tests showed there is nothing wrong with me his words were someone's looking out for you,

I know it fallowed me back,

I sighed and I cried, I cried uncontrollably like I never cried ever before,

That night I stared out the window, like a down load in my mind, I knew fate of all man kind, to this day I said none but to only one,

I knew things I never knew before, did not know why,

I had a hard time believing that might have been a lie, trying to convince myself, what has happened was not real but the cross still hung on my ribs told me the truth, still there to this day,

I could see things I can't explain, I can see every last thing about every person I look at, they'er fear, they'er cares, they're happy times and sad times they'er lies and deceit and even their pain,

It drains me and makes me weak and tired to do this I gain my strength through nature and absorb its strength, like your family dog or cat when it comes to you from a hard Day's work and shaking its tail, it's the purest form of love, that whats rechiarges my soul, my body , my mind, my energy.

Im attracted to certain people like one in millions I can see them standing alone, now like me I understand why, and as if we were friends for ever, as I approach and talk for first time I ever saw them, like we were friends to end,

Both on same page of life,

I found a handful, since,

I feel as if I'm a out cast in todays world, like I stand alone except for that handful, that I know each other down to bone,

I'm know I can't tell anyone anything of what I saw or know, nobody believe me even if I did try,

What I learned and know is priceless to me but it feels like a curse but lot worse,

Good disisciplines,valuse,life,love, caring understanding, I have learned,  just to name a few,

And sometimes I laugh at the scientists and the ones  that navigate the skies, all tell partial truths and a tons more lies,

To the very religions we read most of us all been deceived, not by choice but by governing bodies of our lifes,

This Earth and everything in it is very much alive even the things we cannot see for in this universe we are nothing more than grains of sand at best in the vast oceans of the universe,

God the Father,   name we know but not truth real name,

Our Creators is pure energy he stands upon the edge of the universe looking at all those grains of sand at his command,

We as humans are so blind to see so small, we seem to think we know it all, when we know absolutely nothing,

God the the Son, 

The human one,

Name we know but not truth real name

Even with him being here living proof the Creator exists we still argue over the fact if he was here, shows you how blind we are as humans, we know nothing.

God the holy Spirit,

Name we know but not truth real name,

It's here at the very beginning of Life all life, even when a baby takes its first breath, babies very first scream is it way to say hello to holy ghost that breathed life into his lungs at time of conception, as it stays and watches but for the living sometimes it's rude and decides to take the life and become crude there's always a reason so you can never ask it knows what's best,

The holy ghost is there when you take your last breath to collect what you had been given to you in the beginning with all the knowledge you should have learned but most don't see,  most learned nothing in lesson in life, we are blind,

There are 13 life's one must live not knowing one before the true end of a new beginning, that will unvail the very form of purest energy we all came from,

It's the very reason why God the Father knows so much because its his life he gives us with such great care and delicate touch.

 Life is like a rose, depending where you plant and who plants it with good strong roots and with thick stems and deep green leaves blooming flowers, it's the roses finest hour but after time it starts to die and only the best will retune.

Leaving the rest to rot in the ground,

Any variation to this life of the Rose can make it live or die the choice is up to the gardener. 

Gardener's come in all shapes and sizes and every color under the sun here on on this planet, remember God is The Gardener of all life.

As humans we like hanging pictures on things we don't know or can't see,

So we just guess at best,

We hang signs to try to explain things we don't understand,

To put some logic behind the unthinkable,

Like history itself has been rewritten thousands of times because of all the misconceptions, this reason we seek the knowledge of the past, but this won't last,

It's not the past we should be looking and what he expects us to see, it is hanging in plain sight no one sees the light, only chosen few,

 Creator and life,

It is not what you expect it, is not what you been taught, is not what you think.

Even the smartest are wrong

The worst are the atheists and the ones who practice Wiccan for they are truly blind