Take your place

You are no where near, but I still smell your perfume like you were right here,I can't think of anything else I'll never get my mind right, I made plans of join you tonight, as I put the steel to my head and end my life.Over a week passed by And all I could think about was ending the fight, I would take your place no need to think twice.

How can you be gone, you told me forever, forever wasn't that long, voices telling me I need to move on, deep down inside Im really not that strong.Just weak can't sleep feeling empty and incomplete, so now with this bullet in my scull and the gun by my feet, the thumping in my chest fades away and my heart takes it's last beat, now we can be forever and I go to sleep.