Loose ends

I will say this life ain’t painless and it’s repetitive  can’t you see

ya getting cut off hurts but have you became a stranger to your own family.

I leave my mind open maybe one day I’ll change.

I don’t try to become any better, no excuses for the way I behave 

in this life there’s only one thing I would change. 

Stop my father and mother from meeting I hope much of the future I could rearrange.

failure after failure like I said repetitive.

i am the master of my fate and I’m not Okay with it I try and fail like I said it’s repetitive.

Change is around the corner but I only change if it suits me. 

But I’m not what these people pretend to be. 

Everyone is their own person I won’t ever hurt someone due to my own insecurities

a loser in every sense of the word, I know pain but I also know there is people who have it worse.

 I feel like most of this life does not matter 

Our realities are subjective one thing out of order and boom everything shattered 

it never existed, ya your happy or you pretend.

I don’t know what I’m doing on earth but before I go I’ll let you know the true me always and tie loose ends