FAKE

 

"Hey can I get a ride?
Hey can I bum a square?
Hey can I borrow fifty bucks and not come back till next year?
Hey can I stay and rest my head for the night?
Can I have some of this cereal?"
"Yeah that's tight!"
"Hey I really need someone to talk to can you come scoop me up and I'll give you the juice?
While you're at it can you take me to the liquor store?
You know so I can fill my muse?"

"Hey my mom is really sick and I need some support.
Can you talk to me on the phone for hours before I cut my life short.
Man I need a bag I can't take this in
Can we call your friend and see if he will plug us again?
Thanks man your a real one I got your back when I'm right."
"Hey it's cool don't worry about it
I'm your friend that's what I'm for
take it easy you don't have to worry anymore."

Over and over I've been there for others
but where were you when I needed the guidance?
Where were you when my life was violent?
I got my ass beat
I got left behind
I was going crazy
I was out of my mind
I screamed for help and all of you were blind.

Hey, I never did drugs though
I never went so low
but the alcohol definitely took control.
I was losing my dignity
My insanity
Letting everything take a toll.
I felt nothing
I didn't even feel love anymore.

That's why this piece is called fake
Cause a bitch was there
when none of you were straight.
As time passed by and you all disappeared
Basically robbing me out of my love
until it became clear.
Clear I was no longer there
Clear I was out of money
My kindness made me forget about myself
because I was the dummy.

I am a good person who just couldn't take it anymore,
no trust in my heart until I hit the floor.
Now my head is clear and I see the light
Once again people are disspearing and that's alright!
Only a few people stuck through
Only a few people watched me fall to the bottom and loose MY muse.
I've hurt so many people because I was lost,
I've cried so much I could probably sell it for a cost,
but that's what life is though its the struggle from within
and because of my past and how I took it in
I AM TIFFANY MAE ARNOLD and I became the sin.

Life is better now
I haven't drank for almost two years.
I haven't faught anyone no matter how much someone said "bitch I'm here."
Me and my son we are doing great
We are about to start a new life in our own place.
Mommy is working and going to school and whoever tries to stop me is a fucking fool.
We pray to God and we try our best,
We understand that everyday is a test.
So I stand up straight for my haters to see
and I blow a kiss because I'm finally free.