My heart

my heart loves 

my heart hates 

my heart forgives 

almost always too late.

my heart feels 

my heart hurts 

my heart wants to keep going though everything else says put this body in the dirt.

My heart cries I will not 

everything inside the bottle buried down deep asking all feeling to stop.

my heart is in a war my heart wants peace 

Taken from its home waiting patiently for the day we meet.

Maybe gets the answers we deserve 

I don’t take much advice word by word.

In one ear and out the other

i make it too my own way I learned to do this growing up with my mother.

my heart is broken 

my heart is confused with words that were spoken.

most were lies it’s hard to find the truth.

So drink I drink and drink until I’m so drunk everything goes down smooth.

I don’t want a thing from this world 

All plans of being anything have foiled.

I’m just another human being that’s spoiled.

My heart is lost.