Welcome to Hell

I’m overloaded 

With thoughts I’ve often ought to chase away 

I’ve lost control of it

And decided to go astray 

My pieces keep breaking and falling out of place 

But I’m running low on super glue and tape 

I find it strange that when people look at me I smile and say “Hey!”

But I guess I’ve gotten good at this role I play 

Everything moves so fast, but time stands so still 

If I say that I’ll learn to trust you it doesn’t mean that I will 

I’m already falling for things that I know could kill 

But my vision blurs and I ignore the fact that I’ve done this to myself 

And the voices scream “welcome to hell”

“I promise that you’ll find this place just swell”

There’s no second chances or day dreamed romances 

No time for laughing 

Imagining a life where it’s okay

Where Im okay 

Welcome to hell