Judgement

 

Closer to the edge of isolation 

Self reflection I hate you! I runaway from me not ready for this confrontation.

Change for better it’s how to survive but when you know you don’t belong you want to hide. No matter how far you go you can’t get away from self mutalation.

What do you want 

nothing 

do better 

I’m trying 

everyone else does why can’t you 

eventually I will get a win right? Or will I always lose.

youre nothing 

I get it 

be something 

You’re theisis is clear And I can’t live because I live in fear. I don’t prentend to be something I’m not And it’s makes me inferior to my peers.

Let go

let go go beyond the things you do not know.

i can’t in fact I’m off track give me work and I’ll slack

give me rules and they’ll be broken. 

Cause to me life is a game I keep losing and I have limited tokens.

what is the point of any victory

cause just like the feeling of misery

it will not last forever.

nothing really does

but I’m still on earth trying but I do not enjoy much

stop talking just shit the fuck up

go to work get paid

it doesn’t matter you don’t matter you only thing I truly hate.

You let me down on the daily

im trying mother fucker? maybe one day just maybe.