Valentines Day

Valentines Day is a day of love right?

It's automatic kisses and hugs on sight,

Flowers, chocolate, and pre-booked flights,

What about us, the singles AF?

We ask each other, "Do you hate valentines day as much as I do?"

Some of us say"fuck V-Day",

Others(like myself) dream,

We dream about the most imperfect perfect love story ever,

Married to someone who's there for you whenever,

A love that is so magnificent that the literal theme is romance,

I want his voice to calm me down,

I want to drown him with hugs,

I want it to be so powerful that I quake just thinking about it,

I want to be a beautiful example of love,

We'll fight and argue to the point of tears,

We'll know each other's fear and remember how much we feared each other,

And laugh because we aren't the same people we used to be,

We've grown,

And when we think about our lives it'll be before you and before me,

You see because, before you, I was broken and lying to myself and everyone around me,

And said I was okay when I was dying and how alone I felt,

But then you walked into my life and everything changed,

You lived and I evolved into the person I am today,

I'm not saying your a GOD or anything but, he definitely sent you here,

Just how I believe he sent me to you, 

I don't know how exactly you used to be but I don't care,

I want to be able to say all these things to you and about,

I want this love story, 

So no I don't hate Valentine's day despite the bad ones I've had,

Because one day I'll wake up on February 14th rollover and see him,

And remember how my life has changed.