My dear love

My dear love,
I never needed you to be my outlet to vent too. Pen and paper have carried me through the worst of times before you. I do not need your presence to feel relief from lifes strain. I never meant to give you the inclination that you were just there to sop up my messy feelings.
My dear love understand that i wanted you. I desired your life force to accompany mine. You had a love that matched mine. There are so many wonderful things about you i miss.
My dear love i had thought your return was what i wanted...however now i believe that isnt so. Untill time convinces me otherwise....I shall depart from you right here, at this very moment .
My dear love with all these beautiful words at my comand none but good bye will do...