Down A Rabbit Hole

I still don't know why I was forced to flee

Everything was crumbling

Falling down all around me

It was like everyone I once knew was suddenly lost in Space

My heartland became a wretched place

where villains hid in every corner just waiting to take a piece of me

Everywhere I turned, nobody had the strength to help me

The tables all turned over, trying to tangle me up in a web of deceit

Trust became a vacant memory

A vicious mass of envy refused to let me live

I abandoned everything that I knew 

so that the Spirits could have the chance to forgive me for all I have done incorrectly

Here I have done okay until now

I am in debt up to my ears and I have no idea how to get out of it

They will be forcing me to leave this place I have called home because of a long strand of bullshit that I have been through

I let myself fall down a rabbit hole

It gets deeper every day instead of it getting better

I see why people go insane

I have reached out to so many people in need that I have ended up owning all of their pain

I have no other choice but to deal with the consequences of having way too much hackneyed fun

What's done is done already

Looking back only takes away from moving ahead

Led astray by all of the minions that run a muck through this miniature Devils playground

I know way better than to act like such a moronic fool

Chasing after rabbits who have led me down into their holes where I have suffered on various occasions in my life quite immensely

I keep chasing after them anyway

Like a kid in a candy store, I never know when to quit

This is it- THE END!

I must grow the fuck up and get the fuck out of the game

It never gets any easier

The story always remains the same....

2/22/2019