2.23.19

I thought you could be the one. You really found a way to tame the lions in my heart. You had my undivided attention, all i wanted was your love in return. You were a force i wanted to get behind, not one i wanted to push back. I opened the flood gates to let you in but ended up drowning you in the process.

You were the calm voice i needed and the tender touch i wanted. I felt so at peace with you. I felt so loved with you. I felt my heart was safe with you.

No lie it broke me when you took away the love i thought id never find. Although it was only for a minute that was the longest mimute ive waited through. all things are temporary you just happened to be februray in summer for me. Now im seeing spring and all things are new again. The storms that poured from my eyes are washing away all the dead and grey things. Colors are vibrant again.

You were a calm voice i needed. You were a tender touch i wanted. I felt so at peace with you. I felt so loved by you. I felt my heart was safe with you.

Im getting back to my own time zone. I was a bit jet lagged after that long flight up from falling so far for you. Im becoming grounded again. I forgot who i was for a minute. so wrapped up in the shock of losing you till a switch flipped. Now im reacquainted with me.