Frozen

Have you been a snow ball hurling down hill.

gaining negativity and acquiring hate.

Nerves of periwinkle were screaming out for resurrection.

I was frozen from the inside out, hell bent on regaining the ability to feel.

I was going about it all the wrong way my actions just caused frost bite of the hypothalmus. 

I was desprate to feel even if it hurt me atleast i wasnt numb. 

Atleast then i could say i was still human instead of a frozen shell. 

It was a hell if a ride that ended with a head on collision