infertility

Dear baby ill never have......
I love u so much even though well never meet
I love ur giggles and ur smiles
I love ur tiny little feet
I love ur smell and ur eyes
I love the feel of ur hair
I love the way u look at me with love and care
I love ur little hands holding my pinky so tight
I love it when u sigh as I tuck u in at night
I love it when u laugh everyday as u play
I love u so much u don't even know baby..id love you everyday

but 

I'll never see ur smile...or hear ur cute laugh

I'll never see ur baby feet or watch u wave ur hands
I'll never smell ur baby smell or feel ur soft feather hair
I'll never see the color of ur eyes as u watch everything everywhere
I'll never hear u talk or take ur first step
But know that if i ur mommy could have u and watch u grow
U would b the happiest baby in the world you wouldnt even know
I love u baby boy/girl...always even if we never met