I am < I was

I used to have a smile the lights up the world 

I used to have a beautiful song in my heart 

i used to care 

I used to laugh 

I used to be the go to person 

now I can’t smile almost like I forgot how to 

now my heart has a broken record in it 

now hate is drivin in me 

now I only laugh when someone asks how I am 

now I’m forgotten