Therapy

JaydeVictoria

 

We sit and share out darkest thoughts;

our subconscious clutching triggers

that other people fire without comprehension.

As we ask vexatious questions

gathered in our coterie;

brief glances of perturbation are exchanged

but we all knew what we let ourselves in for.

They look perplexed,

others downcast.

Some look content

Many seem oblivious.

 

I, myself, feel pride.

Never would I have imagined this;

sitting in a circular subset whilst my heart pounds.

Agonizing adrenaline and anxiety,

pumping vast amounts of blood to my brain.

Yet, it is contained, subdued (although rigidly)

My palms are clammy and my breathing shallow;

but as people clasp and prise open their inner demons,

I feel a sense of relief from my inner conflict.

I am not alone.

 

However apologetically inclined I feel

towards other people’s misery;

reassurance is the feeling I grasp.

Individuals speak of past obstacles

they are still struggling to hurtle through.

Others speak of inflicting harm to themselves or others.

Many speak of the pressure that clouds their minds

as they struggle to function like a normal human being.

Now the tick-tock counts our final few minutes

and my symptoms start to subside.

But by now I feel desiccated.

As we rise to leave, brief glances of relief are exchanged

and a slow but rapidly increasing mumbling emits.

I find solace in the sound.

 

  • Author: JaydeVictoria (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 7th, 2019 06:57
  • Comment from author about the poem: The feeling of apprehension that is felt when you attend group therapy for the millionth time. The anxiety that is still there after weeks of sharing and the relief felt when it's finally over.
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  • Poetic Dan

    Thank you for sharing this, you're amazing

    • JaydeVictoria

      That's very kind, thank you! x

    • Neville

      Poetic Dan got it right.. you are amazing... stick at it... and hey, you aint no mediocre poet.. okay ...N

    • JaydeVictoria

    • Fay Slimm.

      A fine expression and honestly written Jayde - - with such achievements you should feel pride my friend = = keep up the good work of healing in those therapy groups.

    • ANGELA & BRIAN

      THERAPY ~ AS A STUDENT COUNSELLOR ~ I
      Have the opportunity to run anxiety sessions for
      Each cohort of Students. I am a Qualified Counsellor ~ I
      Realise they all have different level of
      Anxiety ! However by sharing in a Group
      PEOPLE realise they have a lot in common !
      YOUNG PEOPLE need support ~ Group sessions CATHARTIC !

      Thanks for sharing JAYDE ~ In these sessions I often learn I am ONE of the causes of COURSE ANXIETY. 1. I teach too much too fast (Applied Science is like that !). 2. I want the all to be A* students. 3. I had a pre-prepared list of "Research Topics" now I let them choose & suggest ! 4. ONE to ONE Tutorials can be intimidating ~ BUT in the GROUP Im outnumbered often by TEN to ONE (They were optional) The more extrovert Students led the way ~ but this encouraged the SHY & TIMID and I learned a lot about myself my expectations and my Teaching Style (I do have a PG Certificate !) as I did about my Students ! Thanks for reminding us of the importance & practicalities of therapy ! Yours BRIAN

    • EliDagger

      Never fail to grab me and write a very relatable piece of work! It was fantastic! X



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