Heartbroken

"Because we have you

We will always have a friend

No matter what life brings

We know that will never end."

These are the words I wrote

With the flowers that I sent

I don't know what I done

But you destroyed what I meant. 

You broke my heart

And you made me cry

The only thing I want to know

Is your reason why. 

You were my best friend

Someone I could rely on

You were like a sister

What went wrong? 

Even though you're gone

I still think about you

My heart still says love

But my head says forget you. 

I don't know which

I should listen to

Both make good points

But I don't know what to do. 

I do still love you

I do still care

I want you to know

I will always be there. 

Whether you want me or not

I am not going to give up

I am not going to turn my back

I hope we might make up. 

But I don't think

That's what you want

You don't feel the same

Maybe it was all a taunt. 

Maybe you were only nice

Because of who my husband is

Or maybe for the things I done

I'm not sure which it is. 

For two years

You made me feel great

I became more confident

You put me in a better state. 

But now you've pushed me away

So I shall leave you alone

But if you do ever need me

Just pick up the phone.