Overdraft Paralyzing Sucker Punch

White as a sheet ghostly color,

sans countenance of mine

impossible to differentiate between

Lenovo external screen background

myopia no deterrent as jaw slackened

upon Citizens Bank notification

current spate of ill health

(relentless stomach virus)

triggered emotional state

Kamikaze nose dived

into forbidding deathwish

gastrointestinal Civil War

relentlessly raged kickstarting

linkedin body, mind, spirit

emergency necessitating transfer of funds,

and/ or anonymous philanthropic injection

to staunch, stave, and stay hemorrhaging,

whereby checking account

beyond restoration, sans life support

heroic measures sense (cents) less,

now, mine entire being

excruciating figurative explosion,

viz rapidly fired projectile

as if "FAKE" mandibles bit the bullet

self destruction declaration reactivated

casus belli (caused by ache'n belly)

just on cusp of recovery

succumbed to lowest record nadir

kindling, sparking, and whip sawing

plea for salvation or termination,

mine abysmal ad hoc existence

evincing illogic, quixotic, tragic...

charade, facade, masquerade, et cetera

accursed woe synonymous with Sisyphus

condemned to Hades exhausting

arduous, laborious, torturous... punishment

social security disability deposit

congenital schizoid personality disorder

attendant anxiety, obsessive/ compulsive

disorder, panic marginally tempered,

asper prescription medication

as each day of destitution,

offers smidgen alleviation!