When the horror began to fade
Another soul swallowing monster camped under my safe place
Making himself at home
Gaining access to my forcefield of trust
Planting seeds for a garden that could only be grown in the dark
Perversion feeding them daily
No shit, the signs were obvious & I was naive
But I continued to deniably shrug them off
There’s something about your instincts, creating an empty pit in your stomach when you just know
The devil is coming back for the family reunion soon enough
The apple indeed, doesn’t fall too far from the shriveled tree
In this case, one Apple hung by a hair
Just enough to absorb the sickness of child infatuation
The peace to my chaos
Spread another chunky layer of pain on my dry ass sandwich
My tongue stuck to the roof of my mouth
Speechless involuntarily
A base voice overpowered the thoughts overwhelming day to day emotions
How did I get here
Who is this, wa-wait,
My first brother figure
I’ll whoop yo ass if you look at her sideways, wtf you just say -
Big brother figure
The only protector I had left, laughed at my misery as if
This was a game....
Who could get the girl
She’s a little young but she’s a girl
I know her she won’t trip
After all we ain’t blood
You like this don’t you little girl
Litt- wa, wait
Oh shit this is a little girl
It’s too late brother
You’ve taken the last bit of innocence your sperm donor crushed, you’ve chewed it up & spit it into the neighbors yard when you ignored my yelps
When you told my demon “ha watch this”,
This is on me, it has to be
What am I doing wrong
Did I laugh too loudly? Did I hug them too closely?
Why?
10 years later & songs that fill the room with memories of sorrow hit home
Baseball bat to a tennis ball at close range hard
Right to the pussy bone
Paralyzing me
Again
- Author: rosebel ( Offline)
- Published: April 7th, 2019 21:46
- Comment from author about the poem: Wolves run in packs because they’re cautious, cowards run in packs because they’re justified.
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Comments1
Jesus asked him, saying, "What is your name?" And he said, "Legion", because many demons entered him. - (Luke 8:30) -
(Ephesians 6:10-20) -
Turn to Jesus.
Jesus saves.
He can cast out all demons.
- With care -
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