I cry

Feel my pain through my writing 

and see through my eyes 

my eyes are tearing with blood stain water 

that burns like sin when I cry 

I tell my story day to day 

no longer praying to the sky 

night after night my chest feels heavy 

hoping that I die 

for the pain that never goes away 

day after day I try 

Pain turns to sorrow from sorrow to numbness

tear after tear I pray to the mist of darkness