somebody, anybody read my mind

I feel so fucking

Dull inside

At the bottom of the ocean

my thoughts reside

and since I'm here

I might as well stay

and waste some air

one more day

Is this a normality?

Feeling like shit?

Having my brain attack my self worth

I can't fucking handle it

I've tried the meds

i sleep all day

but in my head

these thoughts still stay