Killing her softly

I got you flowers for the hundredth time

You don’t seem Amused.

You getting bored with things because emotionally you’re abused.

Well I guess jokes on us because I detached myself from earth I detached myself from you.

But for some reason I can’t grow

For some reason I have to know.

Why do you hate me how did I get so dull.

What did I do to make us wish we never happen.

I’m In A self guarded insane asylum.

I wish the pain with just end.

And people are just so smart all I need is closure!

If it was so easy I would be able to hold my composure.

It’s like a hole in the wall just covered by a poster.

But your smile is something else.

I seen you it was something I never felt.

It felt warm my body warm

It’s like you are the reason I was born.

You like the suns horizon

After a dark cloudy sky we got problems but I don’t mind them.

Not any more I learned but far to late.

I wish I knew better that’s my mistake.

But your future is there and it waits.

So dream big, Dream while I’m awake.