Cumulative Grief Lingers Roundly

Extant autobiography devoid

of livingsocial, I berate

whatsapp pining now resultant

outcome coping poorly did create

courtesy, sans avast kindled

linkedin self denigrate

predicated series of unfortunate

events buzzfeeding ill fate

capital one after another pinterest

newpages writers block did generate

countless blank pages interspersed

with scrawled sentences untrained great

fully dreadful bully heavable

box scarred tortured letters humiliate

head arabesques twisted abc's...

...xyz's, a field day for graphoanalyst,

wrought cribbed hand did obviously illustrate

chicken scratch inferiority complex intimate

lee evinced worthlessness, intimidate

dead visibly withdrawn frightened

undersized lad meek nasality intonate

head out button nose invalidate

ding any professed parental love

adopted, believed, coaxed...

hermetically sealed inviolate

coda sustaining purposelessness

reinforced silence no matter irate,

when glared, jeered, mocked,...

defenseless scapegoat remained isolate

internalizing harassment groveling

bowed boy smarting as hectoring did lacerate

quotidian repeated bajillion times

hence, where death could liberate

academic, demonic, horrific struggle,

now unable to shuck off residual

emotional fallout thru poems literate

attempt to expunge counterproductive

thoughts smoldering like kindling

gray matter festered toxicity did marinate

skool of hard knocks did matriculate

pharmacological cornucopia doth mitigate

in tandem with therapy delivers soul asylum,

a theme yours truly often doth narrate.