Plagued Mind(Its Real)

My mind sees only darkness
What was love is known less
Your plagued mind is what's killing me
For I truly want to be

Distance may help us
It makes us suffer
But what's better
To not love or to be loved

Smothered in its enlightenment
The feeling is nothing but bliss
Why not want that
To feel love to feel good

To feel known your not alone
My mind is being plagued
Feeling nothing but the void(Emptiness)
I must hide hide what's real

But all I want is to give and to receive
To know I'm not alone in this
Why not hear my cries
Why choose to ignore

Darkness is filling my mind a dark void
But all I wish is to avoid
I must hide hide my true feelings
Maybe to know they were real
All I can do is wish to be real