Suffer in silence

Hold my breath and count to ten

Hope they never ask again

Hold my breath and count to nine

I say everything is fine

Hold my breath and count to eight

Tell them everything is great

Hold my breath, go up to seven

I shouldn't be forgiven 

Hold my breath and count to six

They can't tell my arms are sticks 

Hold my breath and count to five

Reach in my backpack for a knife

Hold my breath and count to four

Crying alone on the floor

Hold my breath and count to three

This is far too much for me

Hold my breath and count to two

My story focused on you

Hold my breath and count to one

Prey my stories almost done.