Down

Whenever i start to feel good
Whenever i start to feel happy
There is always someone or
Something that brings me down.
Maybe i wasnt meant to be happy
Maybe i wasnt meant to feel loved
I guess i just have to accept it
Accept im always meant to feel down.
What kind of life is that to live
Never feeling happiness again
Always feeling the doom and gloom
Letting everything get me down.
Sometimes i have considered giving up
Not living this life anymore
Giving in to the temptation of death
Anything to stop feeling down.
But i know that i have to keep fighting
Even if just for the few days of good
Sometimes they truly outweigh the bad
Sometimes they're worth being down.
The moments i hear my husband laugh
Or to just see him smile and be happy
Knowing that whenever he holds me
That he will never let me down.