Virility Imperiled Manhood Emasculated (mine)

No sense of accomplishment prevails to date

analogous to kudzu... inadequacy runs rampant

recurring theme extant within poetic endeavors,

and often discussed with assigned therapist (one

among many girls named Stephanie Dodds) do

GOOGLE search and see for yourself – similar

curiosity got the better of me, whose christened

name (Matthew Scott Harris), not unique to yours

truly, a poem, which theme pertaining to aforesaid

first, middle, and last namesake already written by

none other other than this scrivener) impacted self

esteem less so than inchoate nascently, pervasively

rampantly,... thrashing unleashed upon impression

hubble early (perhaps even in utero) formative days

of milne eeyore whinnying pooh wrenching, ruing

jackknifing...unsmiling, lamenting childhood's end

upon cusp debilitating psychological tragedy, where

whatsapp pining within me present mindset lodged

nexus, sans linkedin destructive buzzfeeding apathy

mired potential vitality (crying evinced powerful

lungs) quickly succumbing against brutish, nasty,

yet not short reign of innate oppression, fixation

abnegation with dereliction, asper self preservation

engendering feeble gesticulation harkening incipient

personhood crowdsourcing courtesy condemnation

damning existential insignificance motif possibly

adopted comparing not fancy free and footloose

demeanor toward none other than Boyce Brandon

Harris, thee papa, jack of all trades, (many taught

thru his own quick learning penchant), numberless

abilities + storied vocation - mechanical engineer

equalled one smart polymath strengths constantly

reiterated by mother (dearest long since deceased)

agog how papa excelled at most every endeavor,

i.e. vocational career at General Electric (aerospace

engineer) in conjunction with bajillion avocations,

hence finding his sole son (second of three progeny)

when only yeah high (a scrawny, skinny, spunky...

little boy) internalizing heaping accolades bestowed

strong, not so dark, modestly handsome biological

paternal parent with (rocking) round the clock timely

adulation, which praise papa similarly received soon

after blessed birth April ninth ninety twenty nine.