A little note I leave for you
because I have no intention of feeling blue.
I am going off, I am leaving, and I am moving on
because it is better for me...if I am gone.
It wasn't real, despite how close we were
because it was never about us, and that...I am sure.
Our relation...I wish it never happened
because it was deep, but fake...and not what I wanted.
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With Grief and Determination to Move On,
J44
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Author:
Nafis Light (
Offline) - Published: May 29th, 2019 07:10
- Comment from author about the poem: This poem is actually an expression that somehow, I don't know why I am sharing it here. It is about someone who were quite close to me back in 2017-2018 (less than two years). Basically the times I spent with him were all about a teaching of something that we both were a part of. Up to one point, I asked if without that one common thing, then he and I would be nothing. He then kept quiet and said that how I reacted was all of my own choosing...and refused to say anything more. In the end, I suddenly abandoned him and that thing that I was a part of...because it's not real to be in whatever relation or close to someone but everything was about something else. I know it's possible for people to change and be better, but in regards to this...I don't have any trust nor faith in that person anymore.
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Very different from you my friend, glad you opened and shared. People can change but it doesn't always need to be with us.
Much peace and respect
It was from a different timeline (2017-2018), and I was different back then.
Although I don't have anyone close since then.
It was quite sudden too, because I had no intention of mentioning such thing. Perhaps there's a meaning/reason as to why I opened up here.
With Love and Gratitude
Maybe the part of wishing it never happened is deeper than you think, as if it didn't, your words would not be here and neither would I... The ripples go on and on
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