Only If She Loves Me Back

Yes I will admit that I love her,

but only if she loves me back.

I have loved and lost,

and found that is a horrible saying.

Who in the world came up with that.

Still, I love her, but I have learned,

to sometimes keep it to myself,

unless I know,

without a shadow of a doubt,

that she loves me as a fact,

but only If I know she really loves me,

and it is not just an elaborate trap.

Evan after we know we love eachother,

then what do we do?

If we do not know,

how to move forward together,

then won't the love start to fade too?

Then it will have all been in vain.

It would be the best there never was.

It can be beautiful, or cruel as usual,

this complex and confusing word love.

So slim, but not impossible,

are my chances is what I say.

She would practically have to write,

'I LOVE YOU', on her palm,

and slap me in the face.

Only then will I tell her that I love her.