Used And Useless

I thought I'd keep it forever

The one precious jewel that was truly only mine

the only jewel I really cared about

Well, at least I thought I cared

But apparently not enough

Because it's gone now

I gave it away

 Not by force

Though honestly, I wish it was

By choice; yeah I gave in

Temptation was strong, and I was weak

GUILT

SHAME

BROKENNESS

REGRET

These feelings I can't seem to rid of

And my precious jewel I can never gain back

Used and useless

That's all my body is now, I guess