Breaking my own heart

For every drop of a word,
And every sound gone unheard.
I scamper your name along my heart,
And pray I made a decision of smart.
To break the construction of my own core,
Just to look you in the eyes once more ,
And not feel the love I once searched for.
Between the smiles of rain and the sunshine's of pain,
Formed well into a friendship I don't want to change.
Nor lose in the quest for deep affection,
So I demolish what beats your name,
And try to rebuild in a another direction. -Wolf10