And The Winner Izzzz???

I forgive myself for opening the door to known and unknown opposition's. Inwardly and outwardly I breathe life on all stumbling blocks. I set the stage of love in my heart that can't be penetrated. For all those I've pointed my finger at to place blame, I now turn that  finger to self. 

I now look at myself as whole again, and fill my cup that was once empty.

I love those who I feel wronged me, I spread; love, peace and joy. In the reconstruction of me injured maybe but never broken.

I can comfortably walk away from looking for deceit.

I'm joyful in my current state. I will no longer over think my situations instead move currently in my NOW. Searching for love outside of me is secondary to the reconstruction that's taking place within. As I inhale exhale I remove the very thing that wanted to take over me. I forgive myself for looking for fault in others. I shine my light on the good seeds I've planted in my heart. I smell the very essence of the first bloom. 

It's bright, the smell is sweet and calming. The very thought of such love clears out the weeds that does not belong. Physically the vision may need assistive gear, spiritually the vision is untainted. I refuse to attempt to tag a word(s) to, or even describe what I see.

I'm still smiling,nothing is ever what it appears to be. I don't have to measure up to anyone else's standard's NOW that's my tangible. So in the end I've already WON!