It's not what you want it's what you get all the things you do that seem be true inside your heart it hurts to know that decisions were made just to be hurt from what you got yourself into At times I wish I wasn't human just a sprit that didn't want to feel with my shell that I'm into My mind and soul wondering how long does the pain last It's a feeling I wish to not go through but yet it happened again so I know and feel that it's all apart of Gods plan for me to buckle up and ride this through With more patients and tolerance To write and get outta self and help whoever crosses my path reaching for my hand to