Dear daughter

Avast emotional gulf manifested; courtesy

series of unfortunate events; sundered

biologically accorded, cherished, enshrined

paternal bond; resultant dereliction defies,

justifies, ratifies...dissonance; unbearable

hindsight excoriates impropriety reviewing

dirty deeds done dirt cheap; impossible mission

to excise indelibly etched psychological

impacted repercussions upon mine fountainhead;

weighing excruciating deserved self loathing;

permanently deplorable depravity yoked;

unyielding choke hold, no longer asking

forgiveness, but airing errant culpability;

dada's guilt indefensible impropriety; begetting

permanent fallout; exacting just desserts; bitter

regret beast of burden (oxe see moron) housed

within self made villain; unjust to impinge your

providential opportunities, whose blessed smarts

plus unfettered, unencumbered, undaunted...

daring do promise productive existence par

excellence, versus anxiety riddled torturous

legacy writ large across countenance this papa;

analogously das scribe bing mortal epitaph, while

dark shadows haunt this edgy rusty knight, who

once pawn time shrugged off mischievous

lascivious actions as payback; recognizably erred;

misperceptions (mine); deduced ex post facto,

when the missus doled out unpleasantries;

exploding anger; vented regarding significant

roiling perturbations harkening to her own

unrepentant poisonous stinging toxicity;

delivered courtesy birth parents; hands lack

king awareness to rock cradle with tender

loving care, hence burdened with childhood

tsoris prior to accepting yours truly as life

contra dance partner these preceding xxii+

years avoiding unseemly behavior; aware

that the mother of our two darling daughters

doth love and forgive me, though recouping

similar results with first offspring may remain

tense, and many years past not a happy camper.