I’ll Be Ok

It’s crazy I never forgot when we met it was a day to remember, the breeze was nice on that sunny day in September, I held hands with your family and prayed before dinner in November, I told my folks you were my greatest gift in December, I put that ring on your finger and everyone thought it was too soon but I didn’t care, come on bae we gotta get to the courthouse before noon, standing there holding hands I just knew it was true, almost cried when I heard you say I do, together forever it was going to be me and you, but you know what’s funny, it didn’t take us that long to be married before I found out about the real you, the way you started to move began to seem real strange, I just couldn’t accept the fact you started to change, conversations became short, the I love you’s lacked passion, our love life slipped away like a car in the rain when it loses traction, everything just felt like it became real mild, I guess it didn’t make things better when we found out we were expecting our first child, never did I think someone would tell me our baby may not be mine, out of everything you did I never expected you to cross that line, thank God the results came back and that beautiful child is mine but don’t think for a second that everything between me and you is fine, see my weakness is that my soul is to kind, even tho my name ain’t Dru the love we had does stay on my mind but to play with my heart again there will never be a next time, the thought of putting our child through this separation makes me sick but you need to enjoy the time you get because on Sunday your visitation ends at six, oh you thought I wouldn’t take you to court, trust me I didn’t hesitate, don’t try to love me now when you should have loved me then because that same energy I’m gonna reciprocate, for things to change I tried my longest to wait, but you go do your thing and I’ll do mine believe me I’ll be straight, to work things out for our family would have been ideal and great, and like I said in the beginning of this when we first met I’ll never forget that day, but to get back to that point before the confusion and headache, honestly for us, it’s just seems too late