Mental Health

Demi.T

Mental Health poem

 

You put on a smile

You act like your fun

Your thoughts run away

In your head you’re all done.

You say you’re okay

You know it’s a lie

You get into bed

Then that’s when you cry.

You think your being stupid

There’s so much frustration

You start to drift away

Into a world of isolation.

Your thinking way to much

About life and our society

All these thoughts in your head

But you know it’s this anxiety.

You can’t shake it off

And it won’t go away

Yet you get up every morning

And carry on with your day.

Your constantly tired

You struggle to wake

You act like it’s fine

But you know your being fake.

Falling asleep seems impossible

Horrible thoughts in your head

Why does it seem worse

When your lying in bed?

A heart that feels broken

Holding back all your tears

Standing and watching

Whilst your joy disappears

Why is this me?

Why do I feel so alone?

All these questions I have

But I don’t like to moan.

You need to start living

Time is ticking so fast

Wasting this precious time

Thinking your an outcast

You’re blind eyed

You’re in denial

They start to ask questions

So you run a mile

You feel so shit

dunno what to say

It’ll all get better

You hope and you pray

The thoughts you think

Are they real?

Will you live for tomorrow?

Will this be your last meal?

Can’t sleep

Can’t stop thinking

To much smoking

To much drinking

Feel like a failure

You took the wrong turn

Your head starts to spin

Your heart starts to burn

Look in the mirror

Stare at your face

All you can see

Is a massive disgrace

Swallow the lump in your throat

Wipe that tear from your eye

Think of something else

Don’t you dare start to cry

Life is a lesson

Love & happiness we crave

We have to stay strong

We have to be brave

We can fight any battle

Our minds they can torture

They have you overthinking

Do I have a mental disorder?

Emotional and sensitive

A dramatic over thinker

Please don’t leave me

Cos I know I’m gonna need ya

Outside it’s bright

On the inside it’s dark

Lost all happiness

There’s no light without a spark

Do you wanna meet up? No

Excuse after excuse

Torturing yourself

It’s the worst kind of abuse

It’s time to speak up

It’s now time to say

It’s ok to get help

There’s always a way.

 

~DJT

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  • Author: Demi.T (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 1st, 2019 12:56
  • Comment from author about the poem: All my little poems made into one very real poem.
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • Christina8

    You are not alone. You are doing the right things. Just keep doing what you are doing....like you said.. it's ok to get help.

    • Demi.T

      Thank you. Iā€™m in a good place. This poem is about mental health in general. For everyone not just me. X

    • Neville

      I wish more folk would write about their experience of mental health..

      I am convinced if much of the stigma could be removed folk would feel less inclined to keep quiet and in turn others would benefit.... just sayin.. well done you..

    • baddaytobealive

      This is wonderful. I hope you're okay. I am currently struggling with my mental health a lot so this hits hard. Take care šŸ™‚



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