Hypocritical Contradiction

The night so dark and the air is so cold 

people walking past with emptiness to hold 

smiles on faces in abstract places 

love is an emotion but nothing to waste 

“love doesn’t hurt it kills” 

But is bitter to taste 

Each night when I come tired in the evening 

I lay down next to an angel fall asleep 

and fly with the demons 

my heart will sink like many ships before 

put your hand in mine 

and we shall make it to shore

this silent violence that fills this sorrowful head 

I’m trying to get rid of this doubt 

Im trying to beat it dead 

when you feel alone with me by your side 

hand in hand we shall walk with pride 

people in dormancy dream away 

in this spiteful world I can no longer stay 

I would bleed my self dry 

and collect all the tears that I Cry 

and blank all the people that whisper a sigh

but as long as you are happy 

to you I leave this poem 

and bid you goodbye