All screwed up

I'm so angry and depressed at myself,

It's like I dont even know my own self.

I'm so sad and feel all so alone, 

I know I have done very very wrong.

I've hurt my greatest one I've ever loved before,

She forgives and forgives but cant do it no more.

For my behaviors gone extremely overboard,

Before long I'm afraid she will show me the door.

She can only be trampled for so long,

Then she'll walk away and I'm all alone.

I have to change and treat her right, 

I have to achieve this with all my might.

I'm gonna fight like hell to change the wrong to right.

I miss her smile and gentle touch,

I need her and love her ohh so much.

Maybe she'll love me once again,

If I can show her my change from within.