No Caption

Here is the thing.
I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life, maybe more than others
But I owned up to them, all of them.
This guy is a walking mess thinking he has people fooled
And still finds a way to fuck with my:
My family
My Pride
This guy is lying on my name and I can’t understand why.
He tore up my relationship based on lies.
He reeled me in like a fish and threw me aside
It’s funny because he went out of his way to fuck his “friends” potential wife.
But he is trustworthy? Yeah right.

How is he different?
How am I the bad guy?
Just because he doesn’t like me he lied to his own brother.
Why?
Maybe it’s his way of keeping control
To help him feel “whole””
All I showed was love
Even when I was pushed away I came back with a hug.
That’s where I fucked up
People are fake.
The way I feel, I don’t know how much more I can take.

I’m insecure
Yes I have personal issues
Who doesn’t?
I faced my demons
Cleansed my soul
I just never thought he would believe these lies that are being told
Then in return, leave me alone.
I thought he loved
Knew me
Why do people literally try to take what’s good during on my journey?
Why is he believing this bullshit I feel like I need an attorney.
I love him
So I will wait
I’m going to sit here quietly
No words
I’m going to Focus on work
Achieve my goals
Because if I’m not with him I would rather be alone.