YAWN

Laying in bed with a stuffy nose

this wouldn’t be the first time 

You think this is what you chose 

but really it was what was dealt to you

You wonder to yourself why am I always so blue, when the stars are at their brightest 

Are these feelings right in the slightest ?

My stomach burns 

I drank

I yawn 

and I breathe with difficulty

I cried because of two boys 

and I mean boys not men who weren’t ready for commitment.