Hate myself

I hate me

I hate who I've become

I hate the thoughts in my mind

If you think I like it you're very wrong

I hate that the way my mind works

My mind can change drastically within 1 hours time

I'm so sorry to be myself

The depressiona and anxiety is more than I could stand

The angry infuriates me because I am so angry

The chemicals are so messed up in my head 

I cannot wrap my head around it

I don't wanna have to experience the pain anymore

I wish that I was numb to all the anger the depression 

I can't brush it off but I can't it's so overwhelming