NO DIRECTION

Suebedoobedoo

Of all the dreams I’ve ever had

Not even ones of those turned to glad

 

All of the rainbows

All of the sun

Turned out in the end

To be no fun

 

Still no direction in my life

Thanks to all with the knife

 

Can’t decide on your own

They will tell you where to get your bone

 

This is where you are to be

Money, money, don’t you see?

 

That’s all life seems to be about

To those greedy and their clout

 

Where is my happiness then?

Surely not with the computer and pen.

 

You never let me be myself

So I still sit here upon this shelf

 

Twenty years later and still no smile

But that’s okay because I got a mile.

 

No pure joy

Just a job

And going down

More than a slob

 

Tears every day

But that is ok

When you consider all the pay

 

Certainly it’s worth it to panic each day

Otherwise you don’t get your pay.

Copyright 07/2019

 

  • Author: Suebedoobedoo (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 11th, 2019 15:19
  • Comment from author about the poem: When I was 16 I had no choice in what I wanted to do with my life. My father denied my application for Beauty School. He told me I was going to be a secretary and rise up to the top an office field. I was never interested in that. I got trapped for 20 years in that field. Mostly sad, depressed because I couldn't pursue what I wanted to do with my own life. Going to school was not an option, as I always struggled to pay my bills - and the pay was very good. Trapped for life.
  • Category: Sad
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Comments1

  • dusk arising

    What on earth is beauty school?



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