neighbors?

bro for life
ride or die
those words repeat in my mind
the truth in those words i need to find
Once upon a time maybe
before you went crazy
trying to be something you are not
trying to be someone else's robot
the fall guy
you're better than that
why?
this last fight
that's my last time
you've lost yourself in the tornado or popularity
where is your clarity
where is your back
i leaned but fell, you slacked
i looked for my bro
i needed a tow
i looked for my neighbor
you i could not find
to busy on your grind
to busy to find time
when did you lose yourself?
do you even know you need help?
18 years i have stood strong
walking by your side, road is long
18 years just to get a slapped in the face
i cant keep up, i don't know your pace
18 years, you were my bro
together we were suppose to grow
in the dust you have kept me
when things got tough... you did what you do
flee
i hope your boys were worth all that has to come
because as much as i love you i am done
this is something that cant be fixed
i needed you, i needed a lift
i needed a hand
because on the ground i could not stand
you showed me what you are all about
lets me know i need to go down a different route
i wish you the best, i hope you find what you are looking for
because this friendship is what got torn