Awoke with existential nihilism since... birth

(Otherwise titled poetic

gobbledygook trot -

oven chilly cooked confusion eliciting

faint thanks a lot

unbeknownst this tasteless,

senseless, rhymeless... lettered

Rorschach test tease I jot

interpretation, viz hitting

analogously like amorphous melted ingot

watch yourself...

d's lines iz still smok'n HOT,

now I puzzle regarding how

to extricate mess elf aye got

into try'n to strut and trumpet

hightailing to Hong Kong

entrepôt yea, that dot

on the map embroiled -

in political fracas fifteen minutes

of fame Andy Warhol didst allot

every man, woman,

and child even no bot

tee like me.)

 

Anyway... when zombie like,

I try to dead reckon eyes

purposefulness astride oblate spheroid

nsync with other gals and guys

either one, t'other or all

mask cue lated in disguise

impossible mission to triangulate

Euclid say logic defies

to comprehend gibberish

no matter how much you scrutinize

his highness, qua shape

shifting imperfect square stumps

any tree men douse great mind to analyze

me skewering, marinating, gunning... decries

abiding any logical positivism

queries best addressed to Lord of the Flies

since nary handy dandy blues clues,

I opted out thus...

rubbish provided to synthesize

random words helter skelter

strewn to symbolize

absent any rhyme or reason

courtesy handy matted figurative

trapezoid doth employ

no paradigm to exercise

leaving comprehension after mine demise

so go ahead chastise

cuz I already know,
never will said poetry win apprize.

 

Initially, an attempt

sought regarding Das scribe,

yours truly donning checkerboarded rawhide

collared, cuffed oversize raiment, pride

and prejudice obscured

courtesy hand-me-downs

couture also decking out

alley oop trapeze artist bride

of Frankenstein grooming in attendance

with her bonafide

circus motley crew, a veritable

monster mish mashup

happenstance didst decide

unlike traditional feted newlyweds

swingers airborne did only abide.

The law of gravity aerial

pas de deux bodies airborne

aloft pledging their respective troths sworn

fleeting suspended animation while shorn

infinitesimally of Earth's pull
only expert can playfully scorn

accomplishment courtesy no greenhorne

neophytes in utero umbilical cord,

taking root as metaphorical acorn,

thus unbridled and groomed skill inborn

burst out the womb like heated popcorn

snapped up since birth well worn

genes Ringling Brothers and

Barnum & Bailey circus practiced morn

till night stunts became second nature

encore performance no matters bodies outworn.

Curtain Call now doth close

unrehearsed poetic gambit,

cuz yours truly tuckered out I suppose

ready to take his doze

zee dough into dreamland, expose

zing oft times confused

with dark shadow of outer limits

of twilight zone, where me lovely bones froze

where sudden night mare arose

gripping courtesy rigor mortis head to toes

daunting wordsmith champion

manifestation of daily woes.

 

Suddenly me clutched

by melancholic despair

somnambulantly where

countless tomb morrows tramp

scarcely undifferentiated from yesterday's care

wracking psyche with wrath plus fear

at accursed purposelessness near

faux sing myself regarding pas

city to emulate good cheer.