Father at a loss to express care and concern for Punim

Helplessness immobilizes yours truly,

I genuinely agitate

permanently lasting indelible impact deux

biological offspring unfairly bore brunt,

compliantly, complicity, and complimentary

I avidly, doggedly, instinctively helped create

subsequently, unintentionally, or willingly

unpleasantly affected as adults facilitate

learned behaviors to navigate

their respective independent lives

both managed to coordinate

transitioning as responsible adults

more successful than me -

I do congratulate

their separate feats, titillate

papa, who admires emotional growth,

though grievously despair

weaknesses invariably did inculcate

their once innocent selves did graduate

courtesy positive resources I dedicate

to other then myself, commiserate

as unwittingly tortured saturate

without knowing and implicate

thine guilty poor role model,

me - heartache afflicted with anguish,

especially younger offspring doth indicate

perhaps apathy, difficulty, paucity to equate

body/mind synergy, she doth habituate

herself with destructive behavior,

vicariously saddening me psyche

where alarm doth germinate

yet... particular influences I

awkwardly essentially, and

inadvertently now articulate

unsure if word choice (mine)

obscures soulful heartfelt

angst that doth resonate

oft time does afflict my existence

thousands of miles distant,

nonetheless doth percolate

reckon, reflect,

and reiterate pointlessly berate

to nobody in particular -

minus followers courtesy

various and sundry

digital poetry venues articulate

and doth interrogate,

fulminate, and futilely castigate

himself psychologically damaged goods

paternal legacy, their salad days

hoop fully mushrooming into great

and healthy women, where

every last trace of my

objectionable faults they eradicate,

cuz Shana thee mean more

than fine spun gold!